| met up with Roger tonight, at first it was going to be the end of us, but we talked, and we just can't be together with everything he has mainly his ex, i told him he needs to talk to his ex and let her know how he feels, he said it's just not that easy i guess they can't talk cuz she makes threats of taking his son away, which honestly is the shittiest thing ever... how could one say or even think of doing something like that??? i never thought bad of her until that, seriously he's a great father tho he may not be there 24/7, but he is, he loves his son very much, i just don't understand her for that, so he's trying to please her, which honestly is only going to hurt him, she gets everything she wants, and he'll do it just to keep his son, which is the ONLY reason we can't be together, my choice and his, we both wish things could be different but they can't, he told me they'd never get back together and i said,"well what if that's what she wants and once she realizes this she takes him away anyways? it's only going to hurt you roger, tell her how you feel" he pretty much said he can only hope she'll understand... i feel so bad for him he was so happy til this, so now it's up to him to deal with this, i promised him i'm still here, not as a gf, but as a friend, maybe with time after he moves out and all is better we can be closer, but i honestly i don't think that the "princess" will ever let him go, i want to cry for him, he cried before we met up because of all this, and he never cries unless it's something serious, i hugged him and comforted him when he told me, and he gave me a bigger hug than ever before, i care for him and i hope she realizes what she's doing to him and understands that she'd be the absolute worst person in the world for doing that to him. he said we need to just relax for a while, and i agreed, but he said he knows he will try to talk to me.. in a day or so lol, he told me i'm beautiful and an amazing woman and we don't want to lose each other. i guess she doesn't want him talking to me, but seriously, she needs to move on, it's only going to hurt her not to, if she was an understanding person she'd do it and not take his son from him, start a new life near roger atleast not all that way in chicago, if she cared for him at all, if she cared for her son at all, he needs his father, roger and tristan are so great together the cutest thing ever, i just don't get why someone would want to end that... he told me not to get offended if he told me he was with her and he can't text, he just wants to keep her happy so she won't take tristan away which i think is BULLSHIT, i don't see why she'd be happy with false happiness, it'll never work between them, he doesn't love her enough to marry her ever, he only cares for her cuz she's the mother of his child, i wish i could just sit down and talk to her, i'd be as nice as i can be, just to try to let her know all of this and how much she's hurting him and stressing him out with this... i guess she's not very understanding of this situation though, i don't know... don't tell me i'm stupid for still talking to him, if you were in my shoes, felt the way i did, you'd understand, trust me i'm a smart girl i know what's best for me |
